As school runs into it’s 5th week, I am still trying to get used to the new life. This is a time when my dreams are being placed on the back seat, while I go in pursuit of more practical and ordinary things. It’s a huge struggle for me, to try to convince myself that this is the route that I should take, just like anybody else.

I am worried that 3 years down the road, everything would be different. While in theory I can still continue to chase after my dreams and ambitions then, the question I fear to think about is – will I still have dreams and ambitions then? Or will I be drafted into a life of working, getting married, having children and dying… just like the average person on the street?

I am afraid that is going to be the outcome for me. That my dreams will leave me for good because I am forsaking them for 3 years, and I will never be able to get them back again.

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